Take a deep breath and breathe. Today has been a difficult day for me, completely overwhelmed by everything life is throwing at me. I keep telling myself that God doesn't give you more than you can handle. I need to understand their is no such thing as perfect. I am going to keep doing the best I can with it all. I wish I could just turn off my phone and shut the world out from me. I can't do that though... I wish but no.. I am trying to organize hoping that will make me feel better. I wish i could just roll up on my bed and read my book, Have a Little Faith, but their is work to be done. Plus I know that valentine's day shouldn't bother me that its coming, but it just keeps reminding me and opening wounds when ever someone brings it up. I know its not a big deal to them, but there is a little part of me still hurting that know one will ever understand. I have tucked it deep within me. Yet my love is haunting me like a death, that I wish would dissapear forever, and give me the pieces back they have taken. So for now I keep telling myself.. I AM A STRONG GIRL THAT CAN GET THROUGH ANYTHING!