Can't sleep. Heart beating out of my chest. Butterflies in my stomach. I haven't had this feeling in months. I must say it feels good to have a little crush on someone, maybe two. I feel like I have been trapped so long in worn out feelings. Feelings that have been holding me back to realize that there are so many great people out there. I have learned that patience is a virtue, and that everything really does happen for a reason, you just have to believe that. I have learned to tuck my past and my pain deep inside of me, yes a piece of my heart is missing, but at the same time that piece has helped me grow as a person.