Day by Day

Completely confused. worried. scared. nervous.stressed. This is how I feel all wrapped into one package. There is about two months of school left, and I still have not figured out what internship to take, what summer classes to take, if I want to go home... I just don't know. I met with my advisor today and found out that I need 55 credits to graduate. So basically I will have to do an extra semester of school somewhere along the line if I want to keep my sport management minor. If I don't keep it I can graduate on time next May. I feel like I should stick with my plan I made originally by getting my minor. Its so frustrating, because money does not grow on trees. I am trying to get off my parents payments, and take care of myself. I am finding that to be very difficult. They are more than happy to help me, but for my own self I want to be able to do it. I am a little nervous to stay for the summer, because there are a lot of unknowns.. I have lived in four different cities and three different states the past three years, but I always went home for summer break. Part of me wants to stay, but part of me wants to be near my family, especially my grandmother. I guess I will just have to live one day at a time. Everything will work itself out. I keep telling myself that.